Nobody else has my new blog… I have this journal too but I keep looking at it and wondering what I’m going to put in it… I wanted it to be inspiring, I wanted my kid to look in it one day and get to know me through stories and memories… but it seems harder to put it on paper. I probably ripped out 10 pages because I was unhappy with what I put down. I feel so stupid. Right now my boyfriend is texting me and I’m not replying… He’ll probably be mad at me if he finds out I’m ignoring it for now. I just have so many thoughts right now… Hopefully wordpress will help me vent out.